To my one and only love. Noor AzmiraI'm sorry. I Acted like a jerk this past few days. I don't know why. Haiz I'm so disappointed in myself. Is it my ego is controlling over me? hmmmm.... i'm sorry. Tomorrow is the deciding day. haiz I'm scared.
I don't want to lose you dear. i know im not a good boyfriend. i think bout me myself and i. i didn't think bout you and your family. i keep lying and give you high hopes.my empty promises to you. i keep making you sad, angry and disappointed. i'm so bad.
hmmmm... all the message that you sent me, makes me sad. The one which say that some other guy are much much much better than me makes me feel worse. I know i'm not the charming one, i'm not the perfect one but i try my best to make me smile.
i'm such a bad boyfriend. i'm not fit to live in this world. haiz. i takes thing lightly and for granted. i'm worse than an animal. hmmmm... i hope tomorrow goes the way it is. hmmmm... what your decision is going to be, I'll accept it sincerely. I'll respect your decision. hmmmm... gettting tired and sleepy just got home from work. gtg. tc
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